| to the people who say they want honesty, quit lying. |
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| I cut my hair off. It's a new year. I'm not in highschool anymore. |
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| I hate when I'm this frustrated. It really begins to wear down on a person. |
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| Fuck it and fuck you. I give up, you're fucking psycho. |
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| Life is not a movie. It's not a song. It's not a book. It's not a poem, or lyrics, or a quote. Life is life. It's something we all hate at the moment but remember fondly in hindsight. It's something we love to experience, but don't remember why it was so amazing years later.
Life is not an amusement park. It's not a game. It's not a computer screen, or cell phones, or fucking myspace. Life is experiences connected through what we percieve to be real. Life is emotion and guilt and pleasure and everything we could ever hope to be.
Life is not concrete. It's not solid. It's not constant. It's not predictable. Life is like an ocean moving in crazy currents pulling up old dust from the bottom back to the surface. Life is like a crumbling building when the sun is setting, beautiful in its own ugly way.
And that is why I love life even if I really hate it at the same time. |
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